even tough my heart says so but my body won't listen

happy birthday

it's 7th october.
happy birthday, my dear
happy birthday..

i hope you are ok in your place now
but you know, i hate it when i can't celebrate your birthday together with you here
can you go home?
but even if you are home, can you not busy with your friend?
you were with them for always, and can i ask you for a day to be mine, again?
tell me if you can
please, tell me if you can

evening in office

it's to tired to angry
it's to tired to debates
i just want to sleep
i just want my peace