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No matter how big your problem is, how high your pressure is, how pain your sickness is, and how desperate you feel, smile can always hide everything.

So we only have to smile all the time, to keep ourself stronger than before. To let other people know that we are ok, even if it is just pretending. And no more tears, no more sadness. Just a strong you.

Morning, world :)

a morning light, a morning breeze,
sure it brings a new hope for today.
yesterday was just so tough day.
with so many tears and heartache,
so many fear and regret.
but everyday, the sun will come and shine us again and again
save us from the night's darkness.

deal with the grieve past
confuse of the future
disappoint from the family matter
and truth that it's too late to do something
different problems, different situation
lets leave all that in yesterday
and be a better, firmer today.


dedicated for my super friends,
who have a really strong heart,
who made me realize, maybe i don't have an excuse for being sad
who told me that there always a deep reason behind everything
i just wish every best thing
and remember, friends are here for always support
for listening to the story to make you feel better

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it's scary when you already have a question, 'For what reasons that i'm still alive now, in this world?'
all the confusion, all the disappointment,
and with all the regret when there is no turning back
when you know what you really want cannot be reach by you
also with the loneliness, alone
so many choices but you don't know what is right
you'll try to find a way to escape
you'll try to keep yourself busy all the time
so you can sleep due to tiredness
and never have a time to think some crazy things, some useless things

when you can't even say, 'Let's God do the rest'

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along..