last night dream (15.7)

last night, i dream of you, of us.
i saw that we are married, held a huge party and i wear a long kebaya.
you are so handsome, and i am beautiful.
i saw we are so happy, full of laugh with our friends who came to our party.
and then we play together, walking around, and go have fun with the others too,
hmm
unfortunately,
it's still a dream, at least for now.
when it will become a reality?
soon, i hope :)
i'll wait it.

ice cream cone McD

who don't want a yummy, sweet, cheap and full of milk ice cream like this?

since i was a child, my mother often buy me this ice cream and i like the taste a lot! (Basically, i love ice cream, whatever kind of it xD )

but there's one interesting story that happened last night when i buy a big size ice cream cone.
the new waiter (i know she is new because of her uniform and her name tag that labeled 'trainee') serve me and started to make a cone of ice cream for me. but then, she realize that she got the wrong size, she make a normal size while i order a big one.
and in front of my eye, she threw that ice cream (yep, the new and ready to eat one but the size is wrong) into the garbage! oh my god!!

i mean, why she has to throw away that ice cream? it's ok for me to have that ice cream altough it is smaller rather than i have to watch it became redundant. oh my god.. i still just can't believe!

maybe it is because of the standard operation procedure that run in the restaurant, hmm,,but if i remember that there are a lot of child that want that ice cream but they can't have it because they don't have any money, i feel so sad.

i hope i don't watch the same thing twice, haha,,

it's rainy..it's rainy..

almost every afternoon, the rain comes to me.
with a dark cloud and a freezing wind. and force me to put some blanket in my shoulder.
but in this afternoon, a little bit different.
there's still a dark cloud and a freezing wind, but the sun keep shining.
give me some hope that the rain will go as fast as possible.
and i can go out and enjoy the sunset outside my door.
just like my problem. our problem.
there must be a solution behind that.

like in Bahasa said that,

"Habis gelap terbitlah terang"

-by R.A Kartini.

j.cool

wow. can you look at the freshness that j.cool try to attractive you? hihi.. i just can't stand to eat the couple-size of j.cool with my favorite topping kiwi, honeystars cereal, strawberry, and sometimes almond or chocoball. hmm..delicious when your tongue feel the melt of sour from ice cream yoghurt and sweet from the honeystars or almond.

YUMMY!

the diet

the very last one book that i got from my mas and i've just finished this book this morning.

if you love food, you will definitely love this book. why? because in every page in this book it mention a name of food. from the original toast to Sole Florentine I (and i don't even know what kind of food is that, haha), but the writer successfully makes me drooling ^.^

the story tells about Cate, a genius woman in making delicious food and have a success culinary school named Cate's Cookery have turn her life rapidly in the last one year because of food. Cate who has a bad memory of her mom's death because of too much eat obsessed to be slim because she and her sister Sam don't want to be like their mom.

the problem is started when she found out that she got pregnant and at the same day a publishing expressed their interest to make a book from her recipe. when she got home, another surprised she get from her husband Charles that the bank says he is bankrupt. Starting at that day, Charles drown himself to his job and Cate drown herself to food. During her pregnancy, she put on weight until 27 kilograms and her obesity force her to premature birth. from the twin, the girl only survivor but the doctor couldn't save the boy.

Charles take the daughter and go away from Cate's life. to get them back, she tries a lot of diet until one night when her weight reach 93 kilograms and she lost everything, include Sam and her book publishing, she feels desperate and want to end her life with eat just like her mom. but Josh, her old friend, came to rescue her by bring her an article about non-carb diet.

Cate try this diet and successfully return her weight but Charles doesn't want to go back to her. (well, in this point i feel that Charles is a coward, because he only love to Cate's body shape and running away from her when she needs -.-" ) but there always Josh who love her in every weight which has been passed. And they live happily together with Cate's daughter whose is condoned by Charles.

hmm..
after I read this book, i want to cook the delicious food that described in here but unfortunately, the writer didn't gave the recipe here..
I hope i will find a man like Josh who can love his girl not only from her body, just like when Josh love Cate even if Cate is super fat.