So that was the last time I saw you, De.
Only one week ago, and now you're really gone.
Really want to be with you in your last time,
giving you a massage like you always ask me to,
put an oxygen mask in your face so you can breath easily,
or even just to hold your hand accompany you while you are sleeping.
I remember what I ask you before when i say my farewell before i went here,
'Jangan sakit-sakit ya De selama aku pergi, ok?'
And now all the pain is gone, forever.
You don't have to feel your vertigo or breathless again.
God took away all of that.
So you can rest, and sleep soundly, like you always want in this past months.
All i want to do is just to see your face again for the very last time, De.
But I can't.
France is just too far.
You know I love you, right, De?
You are my best grandpa and the best teacher I ever had.
You are the one who taught me how to love the earth, and geology, which you live in it, and it is just amazing to have such a big name in my last name,
You always make us proud, even until you died, that now we see so many people are pray for you.
You are loved by many people, De,
You already did a great job in your life.
Now it's time to go back and see your beautiful wife again, in heaven.
Allahummaghfirlahu warhamhu wa'afihi wa'fu'anhu.
Semoga Allah SWT mengampuni dosa dan menerima semua amal ibadahmu, De.
14 Maret 2013.