I told one of my cried friend today that it isn't a mistake.
yes, it wasn't a mistake.
but i think, i have the same way of thinking with her.
i told her that if it's not marriage, just only a date, i will pursue her to leave him.
but for marriage, it is not as easy as that.
the responsibility is getting bigger and bigger.
but tonight i realize,
i should take a mirror and talk to myself the same thing like i told her this afternoon.

and even a smallest thing can makes me cry.
this so-over-sensitive is killing me. :(